Sunday, January 14, 2024

The Horrible Truth




 

This is going to be the hardest thing to talk about, it is the most uncomfortable thing to talk about. In our world, in our society, we forget how to stop and change our thinking. We always think one way about how we have been taught through our beliefs through other authority figures. Who always believe what a man and a woman's place is supposed to be but that is not the subject we are going to talk about. If a man is raped whether they were a child or older our society's way of thinking, is they should accept it or they should talk to the person that Sexually assaulted them. Honestly, our society around the entire world is screwed with their way of thinking. The problem in our world is that we do not want to face the fact another human being can harm another human being whether they are male or female. Or whatever sexual orientation or whatever they go by cannot hurt another person. Life in general, it's difficult when you go through these types of events for you don't know what to do, you try to blink it out of your mind you try to find other means to make you forget it's difficult to deal with in the matter of being rape. Most rape victims have to deal with remorse, anger, depression, some of them began to become recluse to where they don't want to step outside they don't want to associate with people anymore I know that from experience because I did get to that point at one time and had to put myself outside and try to become normal but I never felt normal. I was raped by a coworker's husband and he hurt me but if I ever hear anybody saying that it doesn't happen to a man you're full of shit I will call bullshit on you. Our world is so damn uneducated is not funny. Those that have educated themselves I praised them.

 

Manipulation is like the biggest thing of all rapists. They can be the most outstanding members of society the best priest the greatest neighbor or the best uncle it does not disclose anybody from committing these crimes. I've known of men who've gone through it I've known of one who went through it when he was a child and I'm not talking about somebody who was close to me this was someone I met when I had to face my rapist in court for like the 3rd or 4th time and I got to find out that one of his victims was a child boy. He raped a little boy besides women so not all his victims were women. What bothers me the most is him becoming a minister how could God allow somebody that is sick to be around women and children. Eventually that person did it again, but the girl fought back makes me wish I did that instead of freezing up and getting scared. This is a message for all those who are men and women stop being afraid what they did to you was wrong and you didn't deserve it nor did you ask for it these types of people need to take responsibility for their actions and most of them don't know how and it's not your fault. There's sick people who have sick minds  they want to dominate that other person whatever the case might be these people really need help and the only way to help them is either put them behind bars our hope that they get put into a mental institution. 

The worst advice you could ever give a person who's gone through this is tell them to go talked to that person or to even tell them that they asked for it or it's not a big deal because you're a man that is the worst thing to say, if you have never experienced or gone through it which I hope none of you ever do you will relive the nightmare over and over some form of it will appear in certain things will trigger that memory. For me because of having so much trauma in my life that triggered my PTSD now I suffer from it certain things I cannot watch on television mostly true stories brings back memories I can not watch  law and order SVU shows that much I can't watch anything that brings back memories if you know someone that has gone through this  you need to get them is to report it to the authorities to the police. Or those that oversee gatherings. Because a person like that should not be allowed to get away with it. I know some victims including myself sometimes we take a while to report it because we feel so disgusted inside you do not even feel human anymore. You begin to feel like that part of you has been taken away and that your spirit that you bear inside has died. There are counselors and there are psychiatrists there are people that can help I'm hoping other countries have these professionals and hotlines and all the necessary things to help a person cope and to fight back and to know they're not alone it's so sad when some of them also take advantage of people with mental illness and rape them whether you have autism Asperger ADD or ADHD or completely disabled there's people that have been known to rape them and it should the longer be allowed. We need to properly educate ourselves because we have lived too much in the old colonial way of thinking and none of that has done any good for any of us. Except bringing more harm and causing more suicides this is also part of what causes the suicides and United States and around the world besides abuse or drug addiction or being bullied. And if you need help to find the information, I am more than happy to do it for you, just message me. Because we all need some form of help. Not enough men report that they have been rape, only 10% of them do.


 


https://www.cnn.com/2016/03/29/living/male-rape-sexual-assault-awareness-month-feat/index.html 


Tuesday, October 11, 2022

Topics LA Council

 As I have been watching the news I was shocked that some council members in LA had called a child a monkey in Spanish. Have they forgot their history in the past when Hispanics were mistreated. 


It's this hurtful racist action that they should not be on the council at all. 

I hope they get a reality check and it hits them hard enough to see that those actions have consequences. 

Racism needs to end and consequences should be given and they should be made an example of. We are all human being and all live and die. There is no such thing of a better race. 

Cause that has been a lie that has been taught from lies carried down history. 

This is not a news report. Just a shock  Native, Mexican, German woman who wants a change in negative thinking. 


Monday, September 21, 2020

A Word to Society

Wake up world!! Viloncent and death ! The shootings and the disapearice of people take by the government. The Division, speration of the Human Race has gone to far. Listen to your mother you are killing her and each other. Peaceful portest should be as it says. No more burning buildings, car ect..

Political supporters you are no different. Viloncent, shootings shame on you to stoop so Low. 

Life is God gift. We are not God's and should not act like such to take a Life. How dare we become Like the demons/fallen Angels to act as such is a slap in God's face....


If you continue to act like a demon then you will be facing God. What excuse are you going to tell him? Remember he can see our hearts, thoughts, intentions.

Why put evil in our hearts and minds? 
So if someone else is doing it that means it's ok for us to act like Monsters, Bullshit!! It doesn't give us that right. No excuses can cover the blood our hands carry. God can see that blood. It cry's out to him.. like Abel's blood did when Cane killed his brother.
Stop killing or hurting our brothers and sisters our Human family.

This food for thought. Take a deep look and ask what I have become?  Now ask can God truly forgive this? 


Saturday, July 25, 2020

Monsters among Us






A monster is determined by their actions, cause words can be use to mulipulate us by pointing at someone else calling them the monsters and if division is created among the classes then we have a monster in our mist they can put on facade like they are the greatest people on earth, boast about how great they are and how they make things great again.. They never talk about their failures, only that of others, never the accomplishments they have done.   

They do not keep their promises cause they are too busy manipulating everything and too busy distracting people by having us involved in their division then we do have a monster in the mist And their job is to create chaos and all problems amongst our citizens.

They are vicious evil demons. It doesn't matter if they are in different political groups. 
They feed on our hate and anger. Then they have succeed their goal. 
Psychopaths use manipulation and disguises to be the beacon of light. 
They twist everything so we follow. 
They are the demons talk about in history.


They are selfish and uncaring. Do not give them the right to our anger, they feed on it and will use it against us. 
The TV show Evil shows a truth to how they work. How they can cause problems.

They use people to help in pulling our world apart. Lay coal on their heads. To not allowed them to use our emotions against us.

Be caring and opened mined. Be humanitarian. Smile even tho they fight and point at each other. Be the beacon of light.
Walk the path Christ did, an Budda. Walk a path of non hate towards human beings. 
Wear our mask not because they say but cause we have love to our sisters and brothers. Besides it mean if you listen to them,  by them making us believe every controversy and conspiracy theory but also to they State their own conspiracy theory before anything happened so that way we believe that they're telling us the truth so when one says I won the vote and said it way before anything or way before the voting started what he just did is lied to us and he was already planned something all demons p

Listen but do not follow until the truth is revealed. 
Remember the angels that fell they are amogest us using humans to do their dirty work.
With conspiracy theory and more. 
Or others complaining wearing mask. The demons got them serving them. Turn your cheek to the blind who are following the blind.

This is a observation...
Watch our actions and speech.

Sunday, May 31, 2020

Protest Gone Wrong

Martin Luther King show us to has peaceful protest but as people started their protest after a cop kill a black man that we don't know and most information can be made up about him and he died by the cops knee on his neck. 

But the protest has become violent and hurting other citizens, businesses that have no application to what happen. 

This is not what the people wanted before. 

Violently showing no different I can see that they're no better than any other criminals they are not demonstrating that they are separate from this or that they're individuals by this action I will not condone something like this this is horrible and this is a disgrace to their own people and  I do understand but I understand a lot more than most people in life because you have Mexicans you have orientals who are the dealing with the same shirt.

But we do not cause violence when protesting or looting or attacking other citizens.

They have fuel the racism only  100 times more with this unnecessary actions. 

As I watch this its now becoming a nightmare.
I was wrong with what I said in a Facebook comment. 

Why make yourself equal to the single person that committed the horrible act. 

No excuse to act like criminals!

Martin Luther King in rolling in his grave now at his own people. 

Only those that remain peaceful are truly following Martin Luther King.

Our world is fill with too much death and violence.  It must stop!!











Monday, March 23, 2020

Scared!!

With the crisis that is happening right now people have forgotten about Life, Living not just for ourselves but for helping others. Washing our hands the right way for 20 seconds and wiping down counters, door nobs and phone and everything we touch.

When opening the door after we just wash our hands we need to use paper to open the door with in public restrooms and every day use at home.

The most thing we take for granted is keeping everyone safe!
We Lose ourselves in the process of panicking so we over do it or don't listen.

Follow the Governor's orders that are in place.
Grant if we need food and the essentials we are allow by the times chosen. Follow and stop the spread.   

Saturday, March 21, 2020

Direr Need

What have we become in that only cares for its rich and kills off life. What has become of us as human beings playing God.

When Adam took the fruit from the tree of good and evil. They became like God but evil always enter their hearts. They began to act like the devil who was the first Narcissistic in our bible story.

Think about his personality and character! How did he manipulate Eve and had her deceive Adam. They fell for his act. Our Rich and Government makes up this character in the bible.

Look at their actions and listen to their words. They play the Blame game on both sides they and Manipulate us against each other. They chose who is more important and control life or death with us.

No responsibility is taken just point a finger to either sides and cause chaos!!

People are dieing and some are fighting for their lives. Why to the Narcissists are allowed to Play God.

Our world is in complete chaos were people are over stocking and take more than needed. Trying to make their own profit or Just being plainly selfish.

Grant there are people that are caring and kind, helpful with hearts that are truly beautiful with minds of gold.

The world is ruled by psychopaths and narcissistic. So with heart and mind of our lord Jesus Christ We need to be kind and loving of not ourselves but others.


By nightsliverowl/jessica c pearse.